• November 28, 2012
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Hapkido & Lindy Hop

I came into Hapkido after 8 years as a Lindy Hopper, and so my perspective on the martial art was through jazz-colored glasses.  It’s that thing we all do sometimes.  Comparing something unfamiliar to something familiar, and finding a meaningful lesson from what is the same and what is different.  What principles of Lindy Hop will help me in Hapkido?  And equally important – what doesn’t?

A Quick Review

What is Lindy Hop? It’s a dance that originated in the 1930s and found maturity in the 1940s in dance halls like the Savoy Ballroom in Harlem in New York.  It’s danced to swing and jazz music.  There are both partnered and solo forms of the dance, but mostly I’ll be talking about the partnered form.  Its foundations are heavy on rhythm (footwork is everything), and combines led and followed improvized moves as well as some classic and community-shared bits of choreography.  The spirit of Lindy Hop is one of joy and creating something new within the style.  There are no explicit standards – it’s about what works and what speaks to the music and the community.

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What is Hapkido? It’s a Korean martial art that originated in the 1950s as a primarily self-defensive martial art.  It has roots in Aiki-juijitsu, and has some resemblance to Aikido.  Hapkido utilizes joint locks, throws, pressure points, and grappling.  The three principles of Hapkido are Circular Motion, Non-Resistance, and the Water Principle – the general idea is to redirect and counter attack until the attacker is completely controlled.  The Hapkido-ist can control the amount of pain or injury they inflict, and indeed can be gentle.

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Leading & Following

Just as does Lindy Hop, Hapkido has a lead and follow.  In the practice of Hapkido as an art and during training, one partner ‘attacks’ and then the other counters with Hapkido.  That first attacker has become the faller – the follow.  The one who has been attacked and then does Hapkido becomes the lead.  The faller/follow may not know what will happen and must move honestly in a connected, relaxed way in order to fall safely.  The thrower/lead is executing perhaps a serious of joint locks and throws and must perform them in an effective complete way, taking the balance from the follower and sending it.  And in practice, the thrower must take care not to actually injure their attacker.  There must be a connection and harmony between faller and thrower to complete the technique effectively and safely.

There is added complexity to this relationship: the choices of the attacker/faller/follow should inform what technique the thrower/leader chooses.  Grabbing or pushing should illicit a much different response then kicking or punching or swinging a chair.  The counterattack response must harmoniously follow from the type of energy the attacker brings to the moment.

Falling & Following.

I found that my experience as a follow in Lindy was extremely relevant and useful when falling in Hapkido!  I understood the fluid role of recognizing patterns, anticipation and follow-through, and I understood how to connect to my joints, how I should move when my arm was pulled one way or another.  I understood already that to allow my arm to go too far behind  my torso was dangerous, and that I should try to continue movement when possible.  I knew from Lindy Hop what it meant to step and commit your weight, how to find my center of gravity and use it to keep my balance. I already understood how to match energy and power, how to respond in kind for maximum balance.  My Lindy Hop very much defined how I fell in Hapkido, and I’m very happy to say that I get immense amounts of enjoyment falling, as many Hapkido practioners do.   It is not a passive activity.

It seems strange perhaps, that enduring a martial arts counter-attack would be fun, but it really really is.  In many situations you find yourself flying through the air, and the training in how to fall correctly means that the landing is not so bad.  I actually find it invigorating most of the time.  In the practice of Hapkido, especially in training, we are not out to hurt each other.  I know how to fall safely, and I trust my partner to take care of me, even as she is controlling where my body goes.  I am complicit in the completion of the conjoined movement.

Throwing & Leading.

When I began Hapkido, I had not been leading Lindy Hop very seriously for very long. I remember when I was first learning to lead Lindy Hop how strange it was – how completely my stance had to change so that I became more stable and rooted – a source of consistency.  I also learned about a different kind of follow-through – completing movements, connecting movements.  But I had not completely internalized nor physically understood how to do that in Lindy Hop.

In Hapkido, one does not choose a permanent role, so I was throwing as much as I was falling – we always switch off, no matter your rank or gender.*  When doing a Hapkido movement/technique, you must be stable and take steps that are beneath your body.  You generate – no, you absolutely must generate your strength and movement from your core.  I am not a mighty person; my body is not and will not be stronger than 75% of my partners.  And so I must draw upon the energy and strength that comes from my torso, and when I can do that in the right way, I can effect control over an attacker of any size or strength.  This is the foundation of Hapkido.

And holy crap, did that help my leading in Lindy Hop!  The effect was intense.  After training in Hapkido for a year, my Lindy Hop leading became so much more effective.  I found much more success leading people of all sizes at any tempo.  When before I would get tired, or find myself unable to move my partner, now I knew how to harness my own power in an effective but gentle and efficient way.  And then consider that a Hapkido attacker, while complicit, is not always actively cooperating the way a Lindy Hop follower is.   If I can dominate an unwilling attacker, then surely I can lead a completely cooperative follow!

It was truly eye-opening and confidence-building.  I knew how to use my body, how to ground myself, how to continue movement, how to create strength and control from my core, I was never intimidated by my own size again, nor was I ever swayed by those who might say a woman can’t lead as powerfully as confidently as a man because of her strength or size.

* There are a few exceptions to this rule, at least in the Hapkido schools and camps I have attended.  One example is when someone is teaching a move – he/she will repeat it many times with different volunteers falling over and over.  Another exception is when we test for a rank promotion – the one who is testing throws time after time, and only occasionally falls when the judges call for it.  But 90% of the time, we do both roles because both are immensely important to a complete understanding of Hapkido.

 

And Onward

The priorities and circumstances in my life right now mean that I have nearly daily access to great Hapkido training and many esteemed instructors.   I train two or three times a week.  However, there is very little Lindy Hop to be had.  I am very happy with my choice to move back here, to support my husband’s graduate studies, to feel settled in this part of the country for a few years.  But I do miss Lindy Hop like crazy.

My expression of Hapkido is a very helpful surrogate for the physicality and connection that so fascinated me about Lindy Hop, and there is room in a martial art for creative expression and you can bet I’m all over exploring that.  And Hapkido is certainly very fulfilling in its own right.

It’s a strange connection to make – dancing and martial arts.  The cultures are so different, the balance of work and play are different, and navigating expectations as a woman in the martial arts is not easy.  The hierarchy  the socializing, the tone of events, the implications of what we’re learning.

But the connection, as I hope I’ve sufficiently described, is meaningful.  It’s there.  There’s something to this.

 

  • April 05, 2012
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Lindy Hop Challenge: 11, 12, 13

Ha ha, okay so I’m doing this my way.  More like a 3 Year When I Feel Like it Lindy Hop Challenge… 

From Swing It Out, a 30 post challenge about Lindy Hop.

Q: Favorite Songs to Dance To

I tend to favor that kind of trad jazzy, gypsy stuff with a minor key and a bumping, jank-ified rhythm stuff happening.  So here are my favs.

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Q: Favorite Pros

I’ll take this questions as performers and competitors since we did instructors already.

I like Bethany Powell.

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I like Frida Segerdahl.

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I like Alice Mei.

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Q: Favorite Dancing Memory

There was a night at the Saturday night dance at a past Cowtown Jamborama that I remember still as one of the most amazing moments dancing ever.  I wrote a narrative about it here, but here’s a quote from it.

Saturday night the energy apexed to a peak at pumpkin time, the band riding hot like a hell train full of spangled troubadours, thrusting inward and inward exploding exploding. We were drawn in like moths to the light, crowding in close, pulsing like all the blood in our ears.  The sound and fury escaped through a tiny hole in the crowd.  And from it were born dancers who emerged like fire.  Swing out after swing out they danced like tigers.  The jam circle grew around them.

The tigers traded their crazies in that pit, its walls a percussive force of elbows and palms. Our clapping was thunder chasing the guitars and the horns.  When the bodies were spent,  and the dancers melted back into crowd, our minds fled – no! – flew to the men with the music.

But another memory I can never forget was being a part of ULHS 2007 with one of our modern iconic moments as a Lindy Hop community.  The video went viral and it was amazing to be there.  The energy was overwhelming and more exciting than I’ve ever felt.

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Sklenarney OUT.

  • February 17, 2012
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Omaha Jitterbugs Has a New Website

The Omaha Jitterbugs are a fantastic organization and a danciful group of people.  It’s my dance home.  One of my martial arts teachers once told me that you owe your art everything you receive from it.  It’s a principle I try to carry with me wherever I go, to pay back the good that I’ve got.  And so when I had the opportunity to design a new website for the Omaha Jitterbugs I felt very excited.  I could use my powers for good and help a wonderful organization and all the hard-working people there have a web presence that would show all who visited their vibrancy and spirit.

My broad goals for the new website were:

  • Look awesome
  • Easy to use

And more specifically:

  • Direct new dancers to Get Started resources right away
  • Keep an active calendar and class schedule
  • Integrate their very effective use of Facebook
  • Showcase their cornerstone night, Jitterbugs Night Out every Friday
  • Provide a headquarters for their volunteer team Jive
  • Have a bright, somewhat retro look, that feels exciting and classy

I am not primarily a web programmer but I do have ever more growing experience configuring WordPress to fit purposes other than a blog.  I love it as a CMS.  So my plan was to build the website with WordPress, customize a premium theme from Elegant Themes, and configure it to fit the needs of the Jitterbugs.

Before I got online, I spent time sketching out an organizational structure for the website and talking to the people who’d be using the site the most.  Then I gathered ideas for color schemes, fonts and typography options, and all the copy I would need (and there was ample, well-written copy already at the old site).  I began the build first by installing and configuring WordPress without worrying too much about what it looked like.

Elegant Themes already have some great functionality built in, but I did want to incorporate a few plug-ins:

  • Calendar by Kieran O’Shea which allows users to easily style and manage multiple calendars and events.
  • Google Analytics for WordPress by Joost de Valk which provides easy installation and maintenance of GA
  • Google Analytics Dashboard by Carson McDonald which installs a great dashboard widget
  • WP-Table Reloaded by Tobias Bathage, a nice plug-in for maintaining and styling large tables – vital for the volunteer area HQ.

Check It Out!

 

  • December 30, 2011
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Jack’ing in the J&J

A couple weeks ago, I competed as a lead in a fun little Jack & Jill at the Omaha Jitterbugs’ Christmas party.  I say ‘little’ because well, there’s probably no friendlier audience and lower stakes than that homey atmosphere surrounded by your home scene.  I love that the Jitterbugs hold these from time to time because it gives casual or beginner dancers the opportunity to step out of their comfort zone and try competing.  I think many dancers see as I do the difference between dancing socially just for your partner and dancing in a competition where your choices and skills are judged.  And even as competitions go, the Jack and Jill is right down the middle of social and competitive dancing in that, well, it mimics social dancing.

I was really happy to see some of the newer dancers entering.  My words of wisdom? Pretend you’re not competing, and just focus on having fun and dancing with your partner.  (Sound advice, I think, for this level of competition and even up into most amateur Jacks and Jills.  I think once you go pro or start competing in the pro/advanced circuit more competition strategy is required, but then, well, you’re advanced now.  You probably also practice.)

I’ve been dancing since 2001 and Jack and Jills don’t make me nervous anymore.  But I had the butterflies this time around because I’d decided that in this safe little Jack and Jill I was going to step out and compete as a lead.  I’ve been riding this intersection for awhile, this social lead and social follow balance beam and I’ve always felt very cozy playing that role among my familiar friends.  But it’s kind of a controversial issue sometimes.  I can’t help but understand that in leading I am committing a political act and gender-bending.  What I want is to be watched and considered as any other lead up there, but no matter really what I do I am the ‘Woman Lead’ and my presence there has meaning that perhaps my dancing or intentions don’t.  In stepping out there as a lead, in putting my name on that side of the list, I’m notable, or at least that’s the social pressure I perceive.  I’m competing as a lead to put my skills to the test, experience a much-loved competition format from the other side.  But I think I also competed to show myself and others that I can lead, to perform an example of something different.

I’ve only been turned down once as a lead asking a woman to follow.  But I’ve been turned down tons of times as a follow asking a man to lead.  The sample size of that really just doesn’t compare so I don’t find it useful.  For the most part I get positive comments from the women follows I dance with in classes and on the social floor.  Some of them seem surprised that I can lead so directly or firmly.  I attribute this to my years’ experience and having been a follow and knowing what feels right – both advantages over the intermediate leads I’m in class with.

I think it’s very significant to note that I am by far NOT the only female lead in the Omaha scene.  (I’ve admired Christy V’s leading for years.) I would chance to say that something like a third of the women who have been dancing there for at least a couple of years lead capably and frequently socially, and there was even another woman leading in this Jack and Jill we’re talking about.  I am not some strange animal  in my scene or in the scene at large, but I am probably the loudest.  (The men in Omaha follow from time to time as well, and some of them are quite good at it.)

All that said, I competed as a lead in the Jack and Jill and wowy zowie! What a crazy experience! Jacking was notably different from Jilling especially in the spotlights of the finals.  Grow a beard and call me Dumbledore, I have NO idea how to compose a spotlight.   See, as a follow, I know EXACTLY how to do a spotlight.  I can’t even articulate it, it’s so natural to what I’m used to.  I complete and add to patterns, I watch the lead LIKE A HAWK, and stay grounded.  I listen to the music in such a way that I am able to bring in expressiveness that my lead can participate in.  I don’t know.  I GET following.  But boy did I have no idea how it felt from a leads’ perspective.

Quick thoughts about leading vs following in a Jack and Jill:

  • It makes it so much easier if you just trust your follow.  I became so much less head-spacey when I just lead because my partners just followed! They did their part, they really did feel like an equal partner who was taking care of business on the other end.  It wasn’t really all that scary or tricky initiating most everything because my partners were on the other end dancing just as much as I was.  Maybe that sounds obvious, but experiencing what I know to be true (I handle my shit as a follow.) from the lead’s perspective painted a very clear picture of what it meant.
  • I didn’t feel at all out of place or ill-prepared in the ‘all-skates’ parts of the competition.  I had long stretches of music to compose to.  I could listen and play and had time to get used to what kind of dancer my partner was.
  • It’s not cheating: I asked my partner questions and talked to them while we danced.  From ‘do you do swing outs?’ to prompts and preparations like, ‘okay ready?’ to cue something strange coming up that I wanted to try. One of my partners was very new to dancing and so I talked her through a bunch of stuff and she was a champion who really seemed to ‘get’ swing dancing already, so it was a real pleasure.
  • Oh yay! I got to swing out in the final ‘all-skate’! Like here, like here. I know enough of the California routine as a lead to be a part of that awesome homage to community, history, and just crank out the best swing outs I could.
  • I ended up placing second and winning a snuggie.
  • There were feelings I had that I didn’t really want to have or acknowledge, but in full honesty, I kind of felt like… a trespasser.  Like some kind of jerk for crossing over and taking the chance to win from male leads, who in my brain, had more right to be there than I did.  I know these feelings are insecurities that shouldn’t mean anything to me, but they do.  They’re the echoes not of the way anyone treated me, but echoes of the social dialogs we hear all the time when men and women cross lines and ‘invade’ the others’ space.  Those thoughts were there and made me nervous.  There was a part of me that didn’t WANT to make finals and place myself in that political space of who belonged there.  But there was also a part of me that wanted to win and ‘show’em all’.  But really, who would I be showing? Certainly not the men in my scene – they’re personal friends many of them, good sports all, none of them having ever treated me in a way that made me feel unwelcome.  So yes – I had many thoughts about the event, such a small, fun little event.  But I had these thoughts just the same.  I felt like there were things at work other than opposite footworks, y’know?
  • All told, it was a positive experience, and in thinking about why it really boiled down to how fun my partners were to dance with - just like when I follow.  The excitement and surprise of what we made together, and that giddiness of something new being created from an inkling of an idea.  The completeness of unity between partners and music.

 

*Photos by Jen Weinlaub.

  • October 01, 2011
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Live Jass Broadcast

I am tuned in live to the Ulimate Lindy Hop Showdown in New Orleans.  I feel like… a time-traveller.  What kind of crazy times do we live in that I can watch authentic-style jazz dancing and hear the music in its ancestral home live from my bedroom all the way across the country?  It’s this crazy mix of new and old.  Live streaming on the web combined with a 1930s dance style.

The future is now.  The past is also now.

You can watch too if you happen to be reading my blog right now. 

  • September 19, 2011
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Cowtown Jamborama 2011 – Day 4

Sunday

Tim and I took it easy Sunday, totally rocked from Saturday.  Family activities kept us away from classes and we napped through the corn eating contest.  Big mistake it turns out, after seeing the photo evidence.  Hijinks! Antics! Near ‘reversals’.  And then the winners went on to sing and play horn in the band, and place second in the solo jazz contest and dance all night long.

Yea, Tim and I took it easy.  Part of me wishes I could have danced more – but really, I danced exactly as much as I wanted to.  :) There were just some people I missed.  Get you at Nevermore!

What a great weekend. :)

Day 1

Day 2

Day 3

  • September 18, 2011
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Cowtown Jamborama 2011 – Day 3

Saturday

The night of nights!  The pinnacle of annual cowtowning and jamboramming, this year with Meschiya Lake and dem Little Big Horns.  (Links to a street performance in New Orleans.  Grainy, street noises, unpolished – JUST HOW I LIKES EM.)

Saw Meschiya Lake when she was performing with the Loose Marbles at Ultimate Lindy Hop Showdown 2007 and have been inspired by her since then.  She’s just a raw badass and I love what she does with music.  Also a sousaphone and a peanut butter sandwich is all I need to be happy forever, I think.

I am plain knackered from this weekend! Not used to this kind of athleticism and neglect of well-being.  :)

Suffice it to say, last night at the Eagles’ Club, the Omaha Jitterbugs did not disappoint, delivering another amazing night of dancing, camaraderie, sweet vintage clothes for my husband (who looks smashing!), and true blue New Orleans jass sound.

But the party don’t stop until you’ve had tacos, danced among art cars and razor angel sculptures, over a perilously improvised floor.  Late night at Studio 906 is quickly becoming an incongruous hallmark of the Jamborama, frightfully off theme, but absolutely perfect anyway so like whatever man, that’s just, like, your opinion man.

Knackered!

I fear I might have slept through today’s Corn Eating Contest.  It’s art of the grotesque (and quaint Midwestern caricature the out-of-towners so love).  Tonight, more music and dancing by Kansas City’s Grand Marquis at sweet home Eagles’ 38.

  • September 17, 2011
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Cowtown Jamborama 2011 – Day 2

Friday

Part of me wants to provide some kind of analytical run-down of the event and how things are working out compared to years past or other events, but I think I’d rather just gush about how much fun I’m having. :)

I always have fun, but I think I get better at it every year.  I’ve had a hard time keeping dance in my daily life, and so the way I dance has changed.  I just can’t afford to sweat it, or worry, or be self concious.  I just have to dance in the way that makes me the most happy and embrace each moment because they’re rare these days.

Song after song, I had great dances with all the happy people at the Jamborama.  Dancers new and old swinging out, endless delights. Thanks everyone. :)

Competing in the Jack and Jill is always a highlight.  The energy at this competition is always so positive!  The competitors are happy to be there, the crowd is supportive.  Jamborama isn’t a high octane competition-centered event.  The contests really are more about a celebration of the dance and a way to support other events in the Midwest.  One of the cutest things about the way Cowtown does their contests is that partner switching is determined by a cow stomping his foot.  I dunno.  I just love how dorky it is, but it’s not something we could ever take away.

I made the finals this year for the Jack and Jill last night and felt great about that.  I sometimes joke that I love making the finals, but that actually DOING the finals is stressful.  You know how contests are – you want to do awesome.  Stress is part of it!  But butterflies aside, my partner Billy was great and I feel good about what we were able to pull off.

My technical performance has dipped, no question.  The last time I really danced was at the Hawkeye Swing Festival.  I missed a bunch of cues, and misjudged some connections.  That kind of stuff comes with experience and dancing with partners who challenge you.  I just do not get to train or practice, and I think that shows.  I try not to let it get me down – my technique will improve when I put time into it.  Can’t do it now, but I look forward to getting down to business soon as I can move to Kansas City.  (Or someplace!)  But it’s still validating to make the top five and get to be a part of that finals excitement.

The Little Harper Big Band is so funny! I think they perform very infrequently (maybe just for us?) but they pack the floor and deliver solid dancing music.  Nothing lacking in the music last night!  At the end of the night the drummer delivered a crazy, one-of-a-kind, jam experience.  I’ll say … it was weird.  But then, I can’t fault weirdness.  I’ll go with a general positive since everyone was clearly just doing what they felt, what moved them and we all got to share in that.

The Careless Lovers were perfect for late night.  Our late night venue is a small cozy space with a small cozy floor and tiny little stage.  They delivered the most perfect janky little numbers.  Can’t wait to dance to them again tomorrow.

 

Boo, I slept through classes and the Thai buffet today, but that’s okay.  It’s all about the social dancing for me. :) I did really want to take the Collegiate Foxtrot classes though.  I’ll have to get someone to dance with me, see if I can pick anything up.

  • September 16, 2011
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Cowtown Jamborama 2011 – Day 1

Last night was Day 1 of Cowtown Jamborama 9! I have been to every Cowtown Jamborama, and every year I have an amazing time dancing and making friendships.  This is what I had to say about my Jambo Journey last year. 

 

Day 1 Thursday Welcome Dance

It felt so great to dance!  I’ve had a really busy summer and I just haven’t been able to make social dancing a part of it.  That’s why I’ve been looking so forward to Jamborama because I knew that I’d get to dance to great live music, and just lose myself in dances with old friends.  (And new friends!)

The Eagle’s club, while a little dingy, undergoes a transformation for the event.  It becomes a vintage clothing shop, with Carol’s Closet using any free space to bring in what must be their entire stock!  Shoes, hats, dresses, mens’ wear – everything!  Everyone seems to come away with some amazing find.  I’m not much of a vintage shopper, but I’m not blind to how cool this set-up is.

Davina and the Vagabonds killed it last night for the welcome dance.  Welcome dances are always a more low-key affair.  Not everyone has arrived yet, and dancers are content to get their sea legs gradually, spending lots of time shopping and socializing.  But Davina constantly called the attention back to the stage.  Not everything they played were my tastes, but I was entranced none the less.  She does such cool things with her voice, that I sometimes forgot to dance.  Their arrangements are unashamedly quirky and original, filled with joy and ‘edge’.

It really has been too long since I’ve just lost myself in a dance, lived in that moment and felt entirely fulfilled.  But I had some amazing dances last night and all that time spent thinking, imagining, dreaming about Lindy Hop – well last night didn’t disappoint.  I felt great last night, and I feel great today!

Today there is a lunch-time jam with Seattle’s The Careless Lovers!  Then tonight? Little Harper Big Band!

 

Highlight: My shirts are on sale this weekend at the merch table!  (Not currently listed at Etsy.)

  • September 01, 2011
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Shout Sister Shout

This one’s called Shout Sister Shout. Sometimes with commas, sometimes without.

If you get to around 1:10, you’ll see what inspired the drawing. It’s not literal and I’m sure Rachel had her own reasons for doing what she did. But it just made me draw right now.  This second.  For me, the drawing isn’t about anger or fear, as screaming or yelling often means.  It’s about passion, about saying who you are, being yourself, not being worried about being loud.  It’s cathartic.

The dancers are Rachel Green and Kevin Clark of Albuquerque.  Albuquerque. Albuquerque.

I have made a limited run of these. One, super delux framed 12×16 masterwork and twenty, 8×10 signed and editioned prints on museum-quality paper. They look great on paper, they really really do.

Find them at ETSY or email me: sarah at sarahcarneycreative dot com.